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Born to be: Yanni
Age: 23
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    DiNo

    Sunday, June 15, 2008


    today did VGO mt faber run10km..finis in 68 mins... nt fantastic timing but expected cos have been running at most 2.4km oni..more room for improvement!!

      ~ Live for the moment! ~ ;

    Saturday, June 14, 2008


    sometimes i feel tat life is tough for me...

    everythin tat i love to do..things tat i wan to do...i have to think abt my dad..everytime hav to rush home n buy food for him.. worried tat no one look after him..worried tat he cant buy food for himself..worried tat he will get himself drunk and fall down again..my mum dun care abt him..my bro in NS..im goin BOC..so no one at home to look after him..so he is quite helpless..
    hirin maid is expensive..so wat can i do?!

    wen u look at ur peers..they dun have to worry abt their parents cos they r healthy.. they can channel al their energy to do wat they like but for me..i have to think abt my dad for all the decision i mak..including whether i got time for training or not..whether shld i carry my BOC.. maybe bcos im a worried-freak..worry too much..but if anythin happen..den i will b responsible.. i will tak the blame to myself.. its a burden..draining me..slowly slowly..there r alot of decisions to mak..to many things to consider..its not always abt myself...its aso abt my family..but aren't this my life? cant i do wat i lik w/o concern?

    but sometimes i find my life not so tough after al..lookin at al the disasters ard the world..im glad tat i dun hav to worry abt tmr's meal..

    23rd onwards wld b a real challenge for me..hav to squeeze in time for BOC, marathon & triathlon training, bf, frens, sleep and home. everyone has 24 hrs per day..ultimately its how u plan ur life..if not..plan to fail..i can oni emerge stronger and nothin else!!!!

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    I have been seriously lack of sleep, lack of time to train...mizz my milk..since i left RL..busi wif orientation at HTA..it was reali an eye-opener..experiencing the life of an trainee officer..it require lots of discipline to wake up early, train twice a day, trying to stay awake in classes.. eat food tat sux..to do things together as a squad..boots muz be 'gelat gelat'...its been all soo cool..i love marching!!

    there r lots of things goin thru my mind wen i started my attachment and orientation training.. actually im not sure whether i will reali lik the job..i cant convince myself fully to carry on..i still can back out b4 BOC... but after hearin wat Chief Rahim had said..i finally found my resolution...mayb nobody has reali convinced me to carry on..not even myself..but he has make me realised wat is the satisfaction that we shld look forward to..its not always abt the $pay$..there is smthg tat every officers can work towards.. honestly..not all officers wil think lik me..there r pple hu drag themselves to work and 'sighing' is their common language..but there r also pple hu look forward to work..tryin their best..i dun wan to end up lik the former..nobody wld wan to..

    so im goin start BOC on 23rd june..from den on..i can oni look fwd..cos its a 2 yrs bond..

    i have to plan my training carefully..its goin to be suuuper tough to fix my marathon & triathlon training...wif mon to fri in camp n im oni left wif sat n sun for bike and swim trg..den plus Sham's trg..its goin b havoc..think shld start slow....things tat does not kill u, make u stronger ..so if i die..den tat is the day tat i cant cope..muahahaha..if not i will emerge a stronger person each day..*cross finger*..keke..

    this wkend wld b back to catching up my sleep and housework..*sob sob* dearie went to phuket marathon and im stuck here!!!! geezz..

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