Tuesday, August 15, 2006
today went to work..nothin interesting..new asics shoes-1110 purple colour.. arrived..den wen to sch for my quantitative research presentation..each classmate have around 10 powerpoint slides but mine is 30 whoooping ppt slides!!! everyone is like 'WOW'..hehee..tat is the different btw a PASS and MERIT hor.. plus im polytechnic-trained..haha..
den met thomas for dinner..sleepy now..tmr muz wake up early to train!!
my bro is gonna pester me again..like housefly..
ciaozz..
 ~ Live for the moment! ~ ;
Monday, August 14, 2006
din slp well last nite..so woke up late..so din train in the morning..wat a good excuse! *bleahz*
this thing called--> backstabbing have been happening in all workplace..its so scary wen it is happening so near to u..
okie..fine! it happen in my workplace..u see..i cant say who backstab who..cos u dunno who is reading my blog..damn! no freedom of speech..
im not sure if its true..cos..person-A told me and person-C that person-B talked bad abt person-C...erhh..person-C is shocked and disappointed..cos person-B seems to treat him veri nice..person-C even share secrets with person-B..
but its hearsay cos i din hear it personally from person-B..so not sure if its true..den gradually u found out tat person-B is quite annoying and hypocrite.. often says insensitive things..so its true!! erhh..confusing..ahahaa..
i felt sad too..so from now on i watch wat i say and do.. just do my job properly den not scared of wat smelly-mouth-person will say! and drink more chicken essence lo..heehee..
anyway..i think it happens everywhere..just have to becareful.. goin to slp le..my bro pestering to use the comp..all bro sux!!!! think he is veri handsome..
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almost 10 frens + relatives said i lost weight!! gosh..did i reali slim down..my mum commented i look mal-nourished!!! hmm...did i look tat bad..? some say i look sharper..im not sure too.. anyway..have been doing lots of running for the HALF marathon in dec.. tricia: dun laugh!!..its HALF marathon i know..haa..
but the tummy is still the same lehz..as bloated..all look at the face..din look at the tummy..*tsk tsk*..hardest to lose at the tummy..
have been suffering from indigestion recently..any remedy??!! plz help.. -.-""
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Tuesday, August 08, 2006
my new fren commented tat i look daring..like the gung-ho type..but seriously, i beg to differ, anyway tats not the 1st time frens commented tat..its kinda sad for me wen i hears this..
bcos i know tat im not..i know tat im a worried-freak..a not very daring gal..a timid..
SO STOP sayin tat im a tough rookie..in fact im not..wen people look at me, they expect tat i will behave like a guy..very darin, very gung-ho, dare to try, dare to risk..they expect alot alot from jus lookin at my face..wen they realised i fall below their expectations..they will like.."ohh.." den gimme tat kind of disappointed face..
sometimes felt very pressured to meet other people's expectations, and it kills my mood..
wen pple know tat i like pink..its seems to them tat its wrong for me to like pink..wat de hell..is it wrong for me to be a bit more girly..
im trying very very hard..to change myself..to a better person..to be more daring..not be afraid to fall..
 ~ Live for the moment! ~ ;
went to play basketball with fang, her bf, nana, seamus and thomas on sunday..its been quite a while since i played ball games..heh..getting muscle ache even on my palm and fingers, lost all my agility n speed, so sad, its been reali fun playing with my old old frens, haha..
gana the flu bug n fever today so not goin work..im not sure if i over train or dun drink enuf water..but i hope i can go to the NB Aquathlon in 2nd SEpt, but think abt it...my swimming sux big time..argh.. goin to start my swimmin class tmr..hope can improve abit..but im scared of the sea water, abit of phobia.DAMN! tats not good..
i realise i abit worried-freak ar, i hope i can be more daring like thomas..
 ~ Live for the moment! ~ ;
