~ Your Mind Creates This World ~

Thursday, March 30, 2006

went to dis website www.myheritage.com from fang blog..

wuahahahaahaha.. guess hu i look like.. a babe.. i cant believe it.. she is Rachael Leigh Cook
she quite pretty..hollywood actress ..heh..i think i begin to love my small eyes now..lucky not stephen chow..quite depressing.. *evil laugh*

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Monday, March 27, 2006

the weekend ended wif me workin on sat and accompany
thomas for his 1st biathlon in east coast..
im like his maid..carryin his stuff (& his fren's)..phototaking..
running around..
cheering for him..and frens
the weather was good..not hot..cloudy..

ohh ya..abt my dad..he fell and got a reali bad swollen knee..
could not walk on one leg..

it was infected and

he has got diabetics..

he MAY lose his leg..

he drinks alcohol like water..
never listen to our advise..
finally..he realise tat his stoopid habits has got their way.
my mum dun gif a fcuk abt him..

me n my bro are left to tak care of him..we took turns to buy lunch for him (btw me n my bro dun live wif him) ..as the eldest child..i felt the burden on my shoulder..

have to visit my dad in the morning
buy him lunch..
have to go to work at noon..
have to go for nite class at 7pm..
btw the time i reach home..i see stars

wed gotta bring him to TTS see specialised doc..
nid to spend $$$..
lucky i hav got my uncle Arthur..

i must thank him for taking the time to look after dad..bot him a wheelchair ..gif him a fone..buy dinner for him..something tat me n bro has never been able to provide..its like a calling.. he haven visited my dad for a yr..den suddenly he paid a visit and saw my dad in such a state..

i reali pray that my dad will recover fast...nothin bad wil happen..no matter wat..i will do my part as the eldest child..i reali love him though i dun feel a sense of belonging to the family..i still cal him papa afterall..he is the one hu raise me up..provide me wif the best tat he can afford..i noe he reali hope we can return to our home one day..we will.. i promised..

wun let those pea-brain, think-im-smart,busi-body, selfish relatives hav anythin to gossip abt..
Listen up ..i noe u r not reading these..but i still wan let pple noe..i noe u pple are saying things behind our back..dun try to act smart and tell me wat to do..I CONSIDER u pple as outsiders..noe nothin abt my family..trying to speak ill abt my mum..u noe nothin abt her..i will tak care of dad if anythin happens..if it means sacrificing everythin i hav..

just FCuK off and get a life

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Thursday, March 23, 2006

pics wen i was in nyp..missed my classmates dearly..

gals of sw0202..power!

ta n vina

-->ping n vic

boys of sw0202

vina, shawn n hamid

me n vina

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Wednesday, March 22, 2006

having headache..terrible headache..
din go swimming..weather sucks..gimme some SUN!!
din finis my assignment...
slacking at home..
tok to dino (another slacker) on phone for a while..
cooked my fav tom yam instant noodle..

there is so much stuff on my mind..think its causing my headache..
endless assignment..my results..my work..attachment..my future...
its scary tat the mind can drive a person insane..
tats how powerful the mind is..

without His teaching..think i will be lost..
lost in this world..dunno where im heading..
living in vain..
wandering mind is soooo dangerous..

i nid some rest..
complete immersion of rest..
with no attachment in my mind..

"It is wrong to think that misfortunes come from the east or from the west; they originate within one's own mind. Therefore, it is foolish to guard against misfortunes from the external world and leave the inner mind uncontrolled." - Buddha

“All that we are is the result of what we have thought. The mind is everything. What we think we become.” - Buddha

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Tuesday, March 21, 2006

toking to my bro one day...

my bro: jie..do u wan a veri goot job lobang??!!

me, raised my eyebrow: wat lobang? wat so good?

my bro: veri good lobang.. can earn alot..one night can earn 50 bucks!!

me: reali ar.. ok ok..wat is it?

my bro: help 7 eleven close shop at nite..den dey will pay u 50 bucks!!

me: wow... so good hor...

after a pause..

my bro: stoooooooooopid.. 7 eleven is 24 hour..dey dun close shop de!!! muahahahaaa.. u been tricked!!

wat can i say..lamer....*beng head on wall*

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Monday, March 20, 2006

one day..

A mother was looking at the CROCS shoes for her daughter..she said '"dun worry..the auntie will get the rite size for u.." -.-'

its ok if kids address me 'auntie'..but its the parents instead..wazz up man.. are dey blind or wat.. pls dun teach your kids the wrong things hor...

FYI.. im still 20 yrs old..jus a few months away from my 21st birthday.. and im de YOUNGEST working in the shop.. so plss stop calling me auntie!!! i goin have nightmare soooon... think muz change my style.. maybe i should behave more like tricia..ahahahaa..

but im SURE tat i look younger than hui fang..wuahahaha..love u la.. fang.. u r my goot fren.. hehe..

jus hope to be forever 20! not even 21...

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Saturday, March 18, 2006

this is my work place - Running Lab @ funan mall level 3
can come visit me..heh.. it is a specialised running shop...we gif advise to customers on wat kind of shoes suit them based on their foot type, running gait ,etc...of cos we sell apparels and gears too.. and one of my fav brand LIFE IS GOOD...muz check this out k..in the shop.. i learned lotsa stuff related to my studies..mit lots of grreaat sportmen...

and particularly one iron lady wannabe..haha..she is tricia..my co-worker.. currently training for Ironman Canada..i mus say i admire her spirit... her determination..her dreams..*u go gurl!!*

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Friday, March 17, 2006

wooohoo..finally got my own blog..Lolx.. *under the pressure of mr dino*
its kinda weird when all my SW classmates are not updatin their blog and im here trying to create my blog..haha..aniwae..hope this blog serve a purpose.. when all frens are separated..this blog can connect my mind wif yours.. hmmm..hopefully.. heh..

hav fun reading

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