Monday, March 27, 2006
the weekend ended wif me workin on sat and accompany
thomas for his 1st biathlon in east coast..
im like his maid..carryin his stuff (& his fren's)..phototaking..
running around..
cheering for him..and frens
the weather was good..not hot..cloudy..
ohh ya..abt my dad..he fell and got a reali bad swollen knee..
could not walk on one leg..
it was infected and
he has got diabetics..
he MAY lose his leg..
he drinks alcohol like water..
never listen to our advise..
finally..he realise tat his stoopid habits has got their way.
my mum dun gif a fcuk abt him..
me n my bro are left to tak care of him..we took turns to buy lunch for him (btw me n my bro dun live wif him) ..as the eldest child..i felt the burden on my shoulder..
have to visit my dad in the morning
buy him lunch..
have to go to work at noon..
have to go for nite class at 7pm..
btw the time i reach home..i see stars
wed gotta bring him to TTS see specialised doc..
nid to spend $$$..
lucky i hav got my uncle Arthur..
i must thank him for taking the time to look after dad..bot him a wheelchair ..gif him a fone..buy dinner for him..something tat me n bro has never been able to provide..its like a calling.. he haven visited my dad for a yr..den suddenly he paid a visit and saw my dad in such a state..
i reali pray that my dad will recover fast...nothin bad wil happen..no matter wat..i will do my part as the eldest child..i reali love him though i dun feel a sense of belonging to the family..i still cal him papa afterall..he is the one hu raise me up..provide me wif the best tat he can afford..i noe he reali hope we can return to our home one day..we will.. i promised..
wun let those pea-brain, think-im-smart,busi-body, selfish relatives hav anythin to gossip abt..
Listen up ..i noe u r not reading these..but i still wan let pple noe..i noe u pple are saying things behind our back..dun try to act smart and tell me wat to do..I CONSIDER u pple as outsiders..noe nothin abt my family..trying to speak ill abt my mum..u noe nothin abt her..i will tak care of dad if anythin happens..if it means sacrificing everythin i hav..
just FCuK off and get a life
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