Tuesday, August 08, 2006
my new fren commented tat i look daring..like the gung-ho type..but seriously, i beg to differ, anyway tats not the 1st time frens commented tat..its kinda sad for me wen i hears this..
bcos i know tat im not..i know tat im a worried-freak..a not very daring gal..a timid..
SO STOP sayin tat im a tough rookie..in fact im not..wen people look at me, they expect tat i will behave like a guy..very darin, very gung-ho, dare to try, dare to risk..they expect alot alot from jus lookin at my face..wen they realised i fall below their expectations..they will like.."ohh.." den gimme tat kind of disappointed face..
sometimes felt very pressured to meet other people's expectations, and it kills my mood..
wen pple know tat i like pink..its seems to them tat its wrong for me to like pink..wat de hell..is it wrong for me to be a bit more girly..
im trying very very hard..to change myself..to a better person..to be more daring..not be afraid to fall..
 ~ Live for the moment! ~ ;
