Sunday, April 01, 2007
My limbs get numbed as I cried..trembling,the pressure became greater as tat stupid woman shout louder and louder..i did think of jumpin down..she jus dun understand..is dying hair = bad?..is piercing ear hole (for a guy) = bad? is carrying a billabong handphone lanyard = bad? is comin home at 11+pm = bad? playng computer game = bad? have she seen boys smoking in sch uniform..shouting vulgarity.. fighting.. etc.. ther r worse pple out there! he is not fanastic nor is he tat bad..her brain is jus filled with anger, there is no way can she understand wif tat crazy mind of hers..recent events..are draining me.. dad is still in hospital..mum dun care..tat stupid bro aso dun bother..im always the one deciding..im scared in makin decisions..
u cant change things tat had happened..but at least shld try to can change the future for the better..is time tat im goin home..everythin jus fall in place....
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