Saturday, June 14, 2008
I have been seriously lack of sleep, lack of time to train...mizz my milk..since i left RL..busi wif orientation at HTA..it was reali an eye-opener..experiencing the life of an trainee officer..it require lots of discipline to wake up early, train twice a day, trying to stay awake in classes.. eat food tat sux..to do things together as a squad..boots muz be 'gelat gelat'...its been all soo cool..i love marching!!
there r lots of things goin thru my mind wen i started my attachment and orientation training.. actually im not sure whether i will reali lik the job..i cant convince myself fully to carry on..i still can back out b4 BOC... but after hearin wat Chief Rahim had said..i finally found my resolution...mayb nobody has reali convinced me to carry on..not even myself..but he has make me realised wat is the satisfaction that we shld look forward to..its not always abt the $pay$..there is smthg tat every officers can work towards.. honestly..not all officers wil think lik me..there r pple hu drag themselves to work and 'sighing' is their common language..but there r also pple hu look forward to work..tryin their best..i dun wan to end up lik the former..nobody wld wan to..
so im goin start BOC on 23rd june..from den on..i can oni look fwd..cos its a 2 yrs bond..
i have to plan my training carefully..its goin to be suuuper tough to fix my marathon & triathlon training...wif mon to fri in camp n im oni left wif sat n sun for bike and swim trg..den plus Sham's trg..its goin b havoc..think shld start slow....things tat does not kill u, make u stronger ..so if i die..den tat is the day tat i cant cope..muahahaha..if not i will emerge a stronger person each day..*cross finger*..keke..
this wkend wld b back to catching up my sleep and housework..*sob sob* dearie went to phuket marathon and im stuck here!!!! geezz..
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